I’m On An Icarus Kick Right Now

Not sure how many poems I’ve written of late with one him in mind. All I have to say about that. Hope it’s not prophetic. . .
Sitting With Kevin
sitting with kevin
and now
i am reminded
there is a reason
we never tell
physicians
the full truth
the first time
despite the smile
& warm hands
regardless of
the consequences
there is too much
history to cover
in five, mostly
silent minutes.
~MEH
Looking Back
I just re-read most of the entries over the past year. I was thinking about where my life was a year ago, and I started looking at posts from Feb 08. Noticing the thing I left out mostly. The steady decline.
But I continued. March and April started some changes upward, which continued into June, but July . . . well.
Then August came: belated bitterness. By September, a whole new world.
I wonder why
http://greyparty.net/2008/09/03/western-wind/
http://greyparty.net/2008/09/11/whats-up-with-me-recently/
http://greyparty.net/2008/09/25/the-most-romantic-story-i-know/

(This is what I do at 3am)